I've taken my time about responding to this because I wanted to get it right...it is I who has been living vicariously thru all you people here...I've been the kind of guy who never takes a risk, never really been challenged by life until the last decade or so, and most of that has been pretty pedestrian...and I really didn't respond well to the challenges IMO. But within the last year, I've come out of my shell just a little (no small thanks to the great folks here), and begun to remember & persue my dreams again, & I have been sharing some of that with my family here...while I like to think I am very different from anyone you've ever met, the honest answer to RG's repeated requests for me to divulge my deep dark secrets is that there's no there there Compared to the challenges being met by the people who've bared their souls here, I feel like I've experienced nothing...and let me say I have more respect for all of you than ever before...

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If the theory does not conform to the facts, then the facts must be discarded.

No good deed ever goes unpunished

Never argue with an idiot. He'll drag you down to his level, & beat you with experience.

Oh, and I'm having a mad passionate affair with someone here.

Are you Ironwood?!

I wonder who that could be.

Whoever it is, she's a very lucky girl . . .

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hmm kinda feeling like a idiot here, since it has gone off topic this is going to stick out like a sore thumb lol.
ive never told anyone this
when i was young, about 8 or 9 my cousin would interfere with me, and one night i would have lost my cherry(yes at 8) only he heard someone, so luckily......and yep still a virgin and now 19.
when i was about 6 a there was a girl (bit older then me) in this town we used to live at, she used ot play with me(in a sexual way of course) ect you get the picture.

The first part is definitely true, because she is quite mad.

I'm pretty sure about the passionate bit as well.

I thought I was the lucky one, though.

Mad about you, perhaps. . .

Only 'Pretty sure'? Note to self: 'must try harder!'

I'm not going to make the obvious 'getting lucky joke', though it's tempting!

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(((((((((((((((scotz)))))))))))))))))!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!

TY baby!

As I said......I could write a book! But I also said.........if I hadn't had the many deep, dark experiences in my life......I wouldn't be who I am today! I'll share more, in open forum, someday.....when I know you are all sitting down!

Maybe someone can take from my life and learn that..........at it's darkest, there is truly a light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to chug your way through and never lose sight of the fact that life is a challenge and with each hurdle comes a great reward!

Oh geezzzzzzzzz!......Philosphy has never been my great suit! LOL!

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Like ALL of us, he carries his load over the mountain too. Lifes’ journey has many trails. It goes over scores of different terrain. Some trails are congested with throngs of good and evil doers. Others lead threw the dark and empty caves. Gravity keeps us ALL on our path, whatever it may be. It is us that makes the excursion to each junction, along the next leg, and we ALL will reach the same destination. The END of the expedition.






(who said that?:rolleyes

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It's so cool you guys shared as much as you did........

and pantyfanatic, that last bit was wonderful!


I've been thru so much I don't even BOTHER talking about it any more. Many would be horrified by some of the things I've experienced and encountered and SOME DAYS it IS hard to take another step forward..........


but.....

when I surround myself with kind generous people, it helps me see that there IS good out there and that it IS worth moving forward in life.

Thankyou ALL for being IN that group of people.

LixyChick and all those who've had some hard knocks..know that you aren't alone. Also know that you never earned or DESERVED what life handed you...sometimes shit happens, and it can happen to anyone!

The important thing is never giving up, never let it beat you down!

You guys are awesome.

I am completely in awe of all of you that posted in this thread. Everyone of you has once again proven that this place is a wonderful place to meet a wide range of diverse people. Everyone of you has touched me more than you know..

Deep secrets... I really really wish I had one... but alas I really don't... not that I wouldn't share with any of you during a converation. I am a pretty open book.. I have "secrets" but only those that I haven't had time to tell... None of them are dark.. and rather boring..

Oh.. here is one...

I am currently smitten with a Married man. Does he know? I would think he might have an indication or two... but alas.. he is married.. and far away... so this will only feed my fantasies.. nothing else.

Posting my pics here at pixie's is my deep dark secret.
You all know it, and I know it, but we're the only ones......

OMG-- My mom would would have a cow if she knew,
I don't really think hubby would mind, but I enjoy keep Ya'll
my little secret.

Thanks again for all the sexy support, it's been a real boost to my
confidence!!!!!

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Only with the heart can one see rightly.

Me too........I'm sure that's no secret here and if it was, it ain't no more. But NO ONE in my real life knows about it. And never will, if I can help it!

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My Birthday - A Fantasy

my piercing mentor blew me for an hour-and-a-half one day after work. that man spit-polished knob like an obsessive-compulsive locksmith. best i've ever had, hands-down.

when i was a kid, i buried a cat up to its neck and plowed over its head with a lawnmower. that liduid 'thud' sticks with me to this day. and that anguished yowling... *headshake*

i pretended to have appendicitis and even went through the surgery just to get a three-day weekend away from school.

one of these is false. can you guess which one?

The Cat

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Hmmmm, besides the fact that NO ONE I know outside of Pixies knows that I post here... well........

When I was a young teen, I gave a friend a bj while playing in a big cardboard box in front of my Grandma's house. And no, I didn't complete the job...

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In memory of my friend skip...
Go then, there are other worlds than these